Thursday, 17 December 2009

corpsing

i couldn't go on acting like it's okay.  so i finally asked him the question that's been bothering me all this time.  how can you sound so sure about what's gonna happen?


i guess it was a stupid decision.  but i'm a bad pretender.  it felt so wrong.

how could he be SO sure?  he told me he wasn't gonna make more moves if nothing happened the night before he left.  how can he say he's in love with me, when he doesn't even bother to try?

seriously, how could he sound so convinced that we're destined, meant to be?  it sounded to me like some sort of crappy line to gloss over the fact that he didn't want to try but it happened anyway.

maybe it's miss insecure messing around in my head again.

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